Missed Chances

I saw you…you where looking at me …I was looking at you …our eyes met…locked for a second… which felt like forever….
You walked by…I stood there frozen…could it be??could he be…..
weeks went by and i Could’t get you out of my mind…. who are you??Where are you???

But then… I saw you again…..blue jeans, brown leather jacket, short dark brown hair,brown eyes , light skinned with a tight shaved goatee and moustache…..OOOH damn you looked soooo good….
You where with a friend….I didn’t even noticed him…I only had eyes for you…
I pulled all my gut together and tried to wave….to my surprise you waved back….OMG i was sooooo nervous….didn’t know what to do…we walked by again….Would he turn around and look at me???
I turned around to check…yes we did…:D

I bumped in to a friend of mine…he smiled he saw me looking at you……
And fortunately for me he knew you name and that you lived in Almere haven…
I was obsessed by finding you…through the people I knew and sometimes didn’t even knew I had gotten different numbers from guys that did match my description that was impressed in my memory…
And even now when i close my eyes and think about it…it’s like i’m there…waving again…

I started to call a number….
Will he pick up???Yes someone picked…was it you??
‘Hi…You may not know me  and this must sound crazy…but I saw you a couple of days ago…and i must admit I’m smitten by you…I just can’t get you out of my mind…dreaming about you… seeing you waving back
…..I hope you are the one I’m looking for’
With some I knew directly it wasn’t you..the ones I didn’t they agreed to meet… my search unfortunately didn’t had the outcome i was hoping for….
I tried so hard….but destiny wasn’t on my side…..and kept you of my path…

The more times passed the more the memory faded till two days ago….
You sat across of me it was dark…couldn’t see real good…But you had something familiar…I tried not to stare…is that??could it be??Noo it can’t…
I asked you’re brother…what is his name??

The moment it came out of his mouth the floor collapsed…..the butterflies came back…that memory flashed on my retina….OMG I had to laugh…for real….16 years later I finally found you??
It has a happy end….true love, marriage , kids………with her….

Destiny had other plans for you…..
I can say i had some wonderful fantasies…..I hope destiny will bless me like it did you one day 
Congratulations my handsome dream guy….I wish for you and you’re new family all the best in the world…
And i will keep the what if’s….

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